Thursday, March 31, 2016

Some things you should know..

As I open myself up to being available to others as a Life Coach, I feel it is important that I share with you some details about myself... because.. how can one really know that I will understand what they are going through if they know nothing about what I have been through myself?

I have not always been the bright, cheerful, & positive person I am today- If you had met me back in 2008 or before, you would have found a woman who was barely even a shadow of herself.. empty.. sad.. lost.. & utterly alone.. but who hide it so well that no one else ever even knew- I once honestly & completely, whole-heartedly believed that I never should have been born & was nothing but an unloved burden upon the whole world & those who knew me.. :'( I fit in with The Semi-Colon Project perfectly-

Hard to believe right? 

Well, I assure you.. it is true- I would never lie about something as heart-rending as this. The only thing I had going for me was my stubbornness & my unrelenting tenacity to prove everyone else wrong- No one ever believed in me before. Not even my own family. Not even myself! Ironic, right!? Stubborn as hell, yet I hardly even believed in myself at all. I eventually realized in college that I had a problem & that I probably needed some serious help, but I believed & feared that the docs would simply put me on drugs and wave me on; that they'd not listen nor care at all about me as a person.. So I never sought help and was determined to face my problems on my own-

I grew up with no one at all that I could lean on, no one who would help me, no one who showed me that they cared, & no one that I felt I could truly trust to be there when I needed them most.. So I was forced to learn how to stand on my own & brave the storms of life with my own strength & tenacity. It was not the least bit easy.. & there came a time when I was perilously close to giving up & calling it quits. One more bad storm & I'd have walked off the top of my dorm room building.. literally... just as another student had done a few years prior that I had all but witnessed in person as she had lived in my very same dorm..

It was on Feb 23rd, 2010 that I found my salvation- :) You see.. I knew that what I felt was wrong & that it wasn't how things were meant to be, so I desperately searched high & low for years for something.. ANYTHING!! ..that would give me just a touch bit more hope to make it through another day. Music was my greatest source of hope & helped me cope through so much heartache. Thus, I was constantly searching for new songs, new lyrics that would fill me with a sense of hope & peace, to help me cry when I knew I needed to, to help me vent when my anger was boiling over, & to help me to believe in the world & myself again. It was during one of these searching moments that I found my ultimate salvation~

It was completely random how it happened too! I was actually searching for Beyonce's song Halo, when a completely different song popped up labelled "Why did I fall in love with you? (Beyonce Halo Knock-off) by Tohoshinki"... I was floored...! I thought to myself.. "Tohoshinki? That's Japanese! I LOVE J-pop!", so I clicked on it out of curiosity. Immediately it filled me with joy & love, along with a sense of sadness & longing as it was a song about unrequited love, so I looked up the song on YouTube with English subs to have a better understanding of the lyrics.. & I laughed! Truly laughed! For the first time in what seemed like forever as I saw that Tohoshinki was literally an Asian version of The Backstreet Boys, my favorite teenage dream band when I was a teen. ^_^

Excited by my newfound interest, I looked up more of their music and the very next song I listened to was their song "Love in the Ice"........... & that was when my whole life changed.......... <3

The lyrics to that song were words I had been waiting my whole entire life to hear... Just a few lines into the song & I was bawling my eyes out.. The deep, penetrating, & cleansing kind of cry that I had be unable to accomplish on my own.. Even to this day, even in this very moment as I type, I still well up in fresh tears as I remember & relive that moment.... For 20 whole minutes I wept & wept until I could cry no longer.. and when I once again raised my head up from the table where I sat..? It was as if the entire world had changed in that one short instant-

All the pain, the sadness, the darkness, the chains & bars which had kept me imprisoned in my own personal hell..... it was all.. gone... Just... GONE! POOF! NADA! The world was suddenly bright, warm, welcoming, & so full of love! Both inside & out, my entire world had done a complete 180 degree turn. I became filled with light, hope, positivity, & passion! :D My self-confidence & self-belief soared to such great heights that I have yet to ever come down from the clouds~ & now here I am... just 6 years later~ Chasing my dreams & living the life I always knew was what I should be living! ^_^ But it wasn't really the song that saved me...

Over these past few years, I have come to realize that the song was really just that perfect trigger that I had needed in order to fire the already fully-loaded & bursting to the brim canon of my very own heart & soul. I had already packed my heart, mind, & soul so full of all the various thoughts & things I had needed in order to change myself & my life all those previous years beforehand when I had refused to give up... I had only been missing the trigger I had needed to fire it all off! Well- I can tell you... I am so very glad I found it. I never once expected to find it in the form of a song, but I did... & each person's trigger is different-

Be you a soul that merely needs help & advice to help you puzzle your way through accomplishing dreams you have already set in motion... Or someone who desperately needs another kindred spirit to have your back & give you that extra boost to climb up out of your own darkness... I've got your six- :)

All you need do is ask it~

LIVE YOUR DREAMS!

-Aria D Gaia

Monday, March 21, 2016

Official Crew Registry!

Dream Ship now has an official crew registry under our 'People~' tab where people may find information for each individual Dream Ship Crew! :D

If you are starting your own Dream Ship crew & wish to join our official registry, simply email me at D.S.SunnyFreedom@gmail.com with all the info listed at the end of the registry page & I will add you into the official registry. If you are sailing solo, that's fine! I can add you in as a solo crew ship~ :) There are no real requirements for becoming an official Dream Ship Crew other than your desire to Live Your Dreams & help create a better world for all by helping those that you can around you. No matter how you choose to help, every little bit of kindness helps make the world a better place. ^_^ 

Please let me know if you have decided to start your own crew & wish to join our registry! :D I look forward to having more people around the world listed as those willing to give a helping hand where they can~ :3

-Aria D Gaia

LIVE YOUR DREAMS!!

Thursday, March 17, 2016

Are you 'The One' for me?

This is a special post-- ;)
 
The one thing I have wanted most... has been the hardest thing for me to find..
 
& it still eludes me to this day............... & that is.. True Love~
 
It’s not for a lack of trying, for I’ve dated several different guys & have had many who have expressed interest in me. However, none of them felt “right”.. I’m not looking for Mr. Perfect- I’m simply looking for Mr. Just-Right-For-Me, who sees me as his Ms. Just-Right-For-Him. I’m searching for a feeling. A feeling in my heart that tells me, ‘Yes- He’s the one- Absolutely no doubt about it’. I’ve yet to find it.. :( & I’m tired of being alone...
 
So this is a shout out! I’m putting myself out there as ‘Available & Looking’~
 
If you are searching for a woman who is both sides of the Yin & Yang, who works hard, is building her very own life of freedom & adventure, wishes to sail around the world & help people, who longs to be a mother & have a child as soon as possible, who is a little eccentric, a bit of a dreamer, & incredibly unique, who loves Pixar & Dream Works, loves science & fantasy in equal measure, & loves trying new things, a woman who knows what she wants in life & goes after it, who has her own friends & wants you to have yours, who wishes to share in your life as much as you wish to share in hers, who is smart, dedicated, determined, creative, & cunning, who is passionate about everything she loves & does, who can be both warm & inviting while also knowing when to stand her ground, a woman who can do it all on her own, but who still wants you around.. then why not give me a try?
 
I warn you thou- I am a Tiger in every sense of the word. If I don’t like something, I will let you know it. If you don’t respect my feelings or me, I will slam the door in your face so fast you won’t know what happened. I do not tolerate disrespect, abuse, nor any kind of maliciousness or attempt at coercion. I can tell if you’re serious or ‘just kidding’. I am no fool- I trust my gut instincts & if you’re not ‘The One’, you are NOT ‘The One’- It is as simple as that. If I say so, then just be glad that you don’t have to waste anymore time nor effort on my account. Everyone has someone who is best for them & all I wish is for you & I to find them, whether it’s each other or someone else. If I feel you may be the one for me, I will let you know it & wish to get to know you further. Take caution thou- No matter how long we have been talking & getting to know each other, if I find something about you that makes me recoil in any kind of negative way, I will let you know it in an instant.
 
I am a hard person to get to know or get close to as I hardly ever trust anyone. I never let anyone get close to me unless I feel I can trust them, then I only let them in in small increments. If you are a serious Gentleman who is sick of all the games, who wants a serious woman who is honest & real in every way, if you take care of yourself, eat right, work out, & are looking to live a self-sufficient lifestyle, if you have dreams that also include sailing the world &/or having adventures, if you enjoy the nerd talk, geek talk, & serious contemplation of the universe, if you’d rather stay in & watch a movie or play D&D or even just read a book than go out & ‘party’ most nights, but sometimes want to go out & dance when the mood strikes, if you are open to new possibilities, wish to be a father, want to have a woman who is loving & passionate, & wish to share in life’s adventures together with a woman who is fiery, fierce, & a total gypsy... then maybe I’m the one you’re looking for-
 
I will NOT ‘hook-up’! I can’t stand a boy who is immature & lacks class- I refuse to be anyone’s ‘play-thing’- Only approach me if you are 100% serious about getting to know me ONLY!! I am looking for a man who wishes to be my best & truest friend- If you have no intentions of being my friend, then you’ve no place in my love life. I am looking for a life partner, not just some fling.. & ‘Life Partner’ to me doesn’t necessarily mean that we are always together & do everything together. It simply means we share in life’s adventures together, whether we are standing side-by-side or we’re oceans apart. I want my man to have his own dreams & aspirations, his own friends, & the determination, dedication, & intellect to see things through on his own; thou I will gladly help you out if asked. I want a man who wishes to be the father of my future child or children. If I haven’t found ‘The One’ by my 34th birthday in October 2018, then I am taking parental matters into my own hands & having a baby on my own with the help of an anonymous donor & doctors. This is how serious I am about my wish to be a mother. If you don’t like it, then you’ve no place in my love life either-
 
Be you a lonely mountain man, a wandering sailor, an honorable soldier, a bush man, a farmer, or even a man lost in a lab or stuck behind a computer.. if you are looking for a life-long partner who is both friend & lover, who yearns for a relationship built on honesty & trust, who wishes to change the world & fill it with love, dreams, & kindness.. then send me a message request & we’ll try getting to know each other~ :)

Worries are now gone! ^_^

I just heard back from the doc, all my other health worries are now gone! My only concern now is my heart- I have lived with this condition my whole life, so I think I can manage even without the 'much needed' medication that the doc says I should take. Who wants to take meds that artificially RAISES their blood pressure!? ESP when there are plenty of yummy foods & spices that do the very same thing naturally! I've opted for the natural route~ ;) I've always preferred natural methods over pharmaceutical drugs, so why change now? I'm 31 & I look 21, so I must be doing something right, eh! ^_^

Working hard now to get to Hawaii- It shant be long now! By Thanksgiving this year I shall be giving thanks to the heavens for my wonderful new home on the Big Island~ I'm working on designing my very own ultra-mini lightweight hobbit home trailer & will probably go with my latest K.I.S.S. Concept as I need to build it rather quickly while also building it to last with little funds. It's a darn good thing I'm a Jac-of-all-trades~ :3 Still researching building designs & DIY instructions online though to make sure I have considered everything.

LIVE YOUR DREAMS!!

-Aria D Gaia

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Hey you! :)

Long time, no post! :P

I've been super busy.. & sick! >_< But I'm slowly feeling better now. :) Been trying to get the hell out of here as soon as possible... but it seems that the world is conspiring against me & wants me to stay where I am until I've lived out the remainder of my lease here in Dunnellon, Fl.. :/ Oh well~ Hawaii's not going anywhere! I'll get there sooner than I think~ ;) My lease is up on Halloween, so I'm moving to Hawaii immediately afterwards- ^_^ I'm so totally excited! :D lol! This summer may be a rough one with the heat & humidity, but I look forward to it being my LAST here in Florida! <3

I've been working out multiple designs & concepts for my ultra-mini, ultra-lite hobbit home trailer that I wish to build and have gotten to the point of going with something simple. I call it my K.I.S.S. concept and it is so streamlined & simple that I can have the outer shell built within a single day if I wish. I have come to realize that I needed to do this in order to get myself a decent shelter asap. I can't afford to be camping out on my property. I can build my trailer shell on cement bricks at first until the welder is done building my custom trailer frame, then I can simply slide my home onto the frame after it's done. This will give me a month to find a car in which to tow my trailer to the DMV to have it registered. Or I can just rent a car to do so~

I wish to keep my motorcycle lifestyle- I'll only use the car when moving my home. I'm even considering an electric bike instead of a motorcycle to practically eliminate my carbon footprint! :) They have one now that goes 40 mph. I could install a solar panel on the back to help keep the battery charged at all times so I can use it any time I wish. I could build a tiny tow-trailer for the bike to carry groceries back to my house. I want a very simple, self-sufficient lifestyle~

More details to come! Stay tuned~ ;)

LIVE YOUR DREAMS!!

-Aria D Gaia